[ The StarGazer ]

Ita Suzana : Despite the many things that we have in common, we cannot be so much more different. She thinks ahead into the future, but for me I live in the present. She seeks for greater challenges, while I'm more or less easily contented. We worry about different things. Somehow in our special way, We help each other to grow into our own person. She's always somewhere near me, even though we're mostly apart now. How long has it been - 12 years? I've known her for half my life.

Ita has a very independent world of her own, whether for you to enter it, is for you to decide. However once you have taken a step in, I believe that you would sink in. She is a determine individual. As soon as she sets her mind to something, her determination would never waver. She also has a strong sense of self identity. Be it in work, or sports, once she decided "THIS", the passion she have towards it is amazing.

Back when we were 17, She once told a friend - "Alifah's my best friend." But I never returned that comment, even once. Maybe I'm shy, and maybe it sounds cheesy at that time - her words I remembered till today. But I haven't hear those words for a long time since. I regretted losing track of the one girl that meant a lot to me. I should have been a better friend.

To a Girl who makes dreams worth chasing for : -

" Without You, I can't imagine how directionless my sec life would have been. Glad you thought me how to dream. Without you, my secrets would have been such a burden. Glad to share with you those moments. Without you, my tears won't dry any faster. Glad you were always there, beside me. Remember the end of Sec 1 sabo? This senior hose water all over you. As pissed as you were, I also sensed that you were having fun. Can't forget your facial expressions then. Remember the migraines you had when in lower sec. Somedays, it got so bad that I felt helpless as a friend. Glad you got better. Remember the Sec 3 & 4 4x400 m relay. Although we narrowly missed out in Sec 4. I'm glad we ran our legs off together. Remember Astrology. Yes. Your beloved astrology. You can talk about them for hours. Most of the time I don't understand any of it. Well 90% of the time. [laugh] But I can sensed your happiness from deep within. Please continue telling me about it. Lastly, Thanx for letting me be me, Thanx for not judging me, Thanx for being patient with my antics, my late arrivals, and my last min cancellations. I'll work on being a better friend. Call me at 3 or 5 am in the morning. Call me when I'm here, there or somewhere. I'll listen. Here is to the next 10 years. And many more 10 years to come. "

- : Allyphant