In a Daze.

I'm sooooo drained.... School used to be my santuary. It just doesnt matter any more now.. I'm so done with it!! Just few more months to go till graduation, where has all those motivations gone to?? Forget my new year resoultion, Forget that I'm going to fail a kinda math paper for the first time, Forget that I'm gonna have a black stain on my academic record. This just doesnt matter anymore. This last few mths I have been pushing myself through this last lap of my schooling life, somehow I just ran out of steam. Everything is soo cloudy... and I've never felt so suffocated and lost. Seems like I'm at where I was 4 years back... Only now it's clearer the things that matter to me. Sooooo.... Tired of hearing "What are you going to go with your life?" I juz wanna live, the way i want it. No explainations given.. To Anyone.

There's so many things i want to do with my life. Yet there's so many reasons I can't.

[ Excerpt From "Within You" ]